Parting is such sweet sorrow (or so they say)

I have been having a really emotional time the past few weeks, so this just didn't help!

So today I had to say goodbye to Barrett and the kids (Chantel was up painting). It was SOOO hard! Chantel, I hope you have a good trip and I can't wait to come visit! Get that room ready for me to come visit and we will HAVE to have a girls weekend! I was able to compose myself while they were there. But as soon as they left, I cried!! It is really hard to hold back the tears when a 4 yr old and a 2 yr old run and give you a hug and you know this is the last time you will give them a hug for a while. Morgan gave me a HUGE hug and kiss and I didn't want to let her go! She was right there to tell me "Nicky, you can come visit us in an airplane!" And Max tried to tell me to come in an airplane, instead he just ran around in a circle as an airplane. I got some cute pictures with me and the kids, I will put them up when I download them. And sure enough, I had Max turn red with the kisses! :) That boy can NEVER get away from his Aunt Nicky when it comes to him turning down my kisses!

I hate having to say goodbye to my family. I hated having to say goodbye to Tyler, I cried so hard when I had to drop them off at the airport. I had to get out of the airport as fast as I could because that was so hard for me. And now I had to say goodbye to MORE of my family. So being able to see him this next week is SOO exciting for me!!! But I am not looking forward to saying goodbye to him!

I know Tammy and Josh are planning on moving up here and it couldn't come any faster! When I left my parents this past weekend, saying goodbye to the kids down there was so hard. Koy was determined that he was coming with me. He was telling Lexi bye and giving her kisses, and it broke my heart to tell him that he wasn't come with me.

I have had a lot more that I have had to emotionally have to deal with. It has been so hard for me! The Ware in me, has started to come out :) But I think I am getting it all under control.

Barrett, Chantel and the kids.. GOOD LUCK IN KANSAS CITY!! I will miss you guys!!